Will things get better this year?

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I'm really down on my luck today and was wondering if someone can do either a ZWDS or BaZi reading for me. I posted a few months back regarding career advice. But if anyone can give me a general reading for this year-career, family, love, health-it would be much appreciated. I still haven't gotten a job yet. I don't know what I'm doing wrong. I apply to hundreds, only get maybe two responses, interview, and then...nothing. I was wondering what my chart says about my relationship with my mother as well. I'm having quite a difficult time with her at the moment and was wondering if it'll be a recurrent thing throughout my life.

I'm just uncharacteristically depressed at the moment and would like to know if something good will be coming soon in my future, anything at all. 

My birth date is 21 May 1984 at 1.10pm. I'm female.

Thanks in advance!

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Hi, so uh, like everyone else here are you born in Malaysia or Singapore by any chance? Because if not then we can continue on with the reading, good.

No?

Good.

Ok let's move on.

Generally chart is strong, it is this:

Gui  Yi    Ji Jia
Wei Mao Si Zi


Generally a strong chart, there is Wei-Mao combo for wood, but Zi-Mao penalty knocks it down. You have many roots in all three branches, and another helper in stems. One is kind of locked in the middle of love-making for Earth.

Alternatively there could be a Wei-Mao combooosss... For more wood, so you are still strong.
Even though roots are being combined away...


Anyways the reason you are depressed now is because it's water time ands since you are strong, you don't need more water. Especially powerful Zi water, and according to some the Jie-Qi for the month is still Gui water, so it's a time of pure Water Qi, with two guis trying to combine with the Wu and tugging it down. You should be very depressed.

So let me guess your mom or your superiors, teachers etc. Dominated your life during this time? Am I right? They kind of harassed you and wouldn't f****ing leave you alone. It's ok, I get it.

Umm, basically this will pass next year. Next year is a good year for love making, and having sex, in general the whole year is good.

So yeah good luck. Just wait a few more days, should get better.

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Also in general depressed people don't want to know things. Like you don't want to know things. Knowing too many things leads to depression.

Also you should try to make use of your expressive ability, you should let your anger and hate on someone else.
Because after all someone did the same thing to you too.

So you should not try to hang around this forum, it's not a good idea. Destiny makes people angry because they are forced to read things and then are told they can do nothing about it. Doesn't that piss you off? Same with the news, you see so much anger and violence and injustice, like in movies but then are told you can do nothing about it. Doesn't that piss you off?

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Oh, I actually live in the US, if that makes any changes to my chart.

If not, by next year, you mean the Chinese New Year, correct? So not that far away. I generally am worried about my career prospects but usually have a good outlook on life. But this week, things have been intolerable. My mother's been particularly unfair with me and my father the past couple of days, giving the silent treatment. Her angry attitude just really gets to me. So, you say this could be of the Water element being strong this period and that could be why she's taking things out on me (which she never did up till now)?

I don't mind hearing the bad stuff. If it's one thing I've learned in life, you just have to accept it, learn from it, and move on. I've had bad things happen to me but I usually don't let it get to me. It's just that I, for the most part, thought I had a good relationship with my mother and the past couple of days have been strangely different. I'm just confused.

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Yes in fact it is the water that is causing her flaring and anger and thus you to recieve it leading to your f****ing depression.

Taking anger is called taking the qi, having much resource prohibits one from expressing his or her deep anger. So much anger leads to depression, depression is called turned in toward the self.

Btw she's not really angry, she just expresses her anger without actually being aware that you must be angry too. She constantly says, but I have to get it off my chest, etc. Express my anger. But in reality holding onto her anger would be better for her. During this time they may also say you're self-centered, make you feel guilty, tell you're spoiled. Don't take that [c~!@#$%^&*_+?], why feel guilty for someone telling you you are something that they were the cause of in the first place. It's retarded.

If you're overly strong from resource, and someone tells you that you're self-centered especially your mother than that's stupid because it's their fault. But they'll do things like that, so try not to listen to them, try to let it pass through your head. Your dad counts too, he's a hypocrite.

So here's the lodown, you need fire lots of it. During winter time it is cold and the water outside is frozen ice. You need to be warm, warm is fire fengshui, f**** colors. Wear as many red clothes as possible, many clothes is wood, wood makes fire, many clothes = warm.

Nevertheless warm is better. Here is my cure, red shirt, red outer jacket sweater thing with as much synthetic material as possible. Synthetic = fire because synthetic is wood pushed through a metal thing. so it's fire.

And the undershirt inside is perferably red, but wahtever it doesn't matter. Carry 2 matches inside your pocket, must be 2. Optional to carry 5 or 10 yellow post it notes inside your pocket. It can be 15 as long as 10 are of one size and the other 5 larger or smaller.

Of course wear underwear and long warm pants, perferably not jeans, I just hate jeans.

Also U.S is very very bad for coldness and shit. Even though Feng Shui world map may say predominantly metal place it doesn't count it's useless. Local FS is more important. Who cares if metal cuts your strong wood, the place is f****ing freezing with f****ing frozen cold water mini lakes on the street.

Please please you must be warm and carry those matches around, don't use them either. If you want to use matches just carry around other matches.

Right now you are centralized in a very bad cold FS spot. Must move to a place where it's always warm, sunny, dry.

Florida might count, stay away from the water.

Africa might work, buutttttt, well it's Africa and I would be experimenting on you for doing that.

Basically go to someplace, always dry, warm and sunny. All the time.

In general the coldest winter is considered Ren water, Ren is just coldness, not wet. That's why fireplaces and burning occurs around this time, because the house is so dry. Why? well Ren combines with Ding actual fire, to make wood, for more fire. Facilitaing the burning in dry houses.

Gui extinguishes Ding. Bing is heat. Jia is pent psychic energy. Also slightly because the water is frozen so Ren is cold. Geng is inanimate dead things. Wu is just something where something happens.

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Oh yeah well basically your mother has been taking out her anger on you her entire life, so has your dad. It's waht they do, it's what parents do, they... put their dreams on you and live there life through you, because they had none of their own.

Of course your's is not that extreme at all, maybe in early childhood, but generally no. My case is much worse.

Fortunately for you, career is much better next year, much better. This little spat here will come to pass in a few days, according to Jie Qi, the qi will switch from gui water to Metal, then finally to Earth.

everything should be over by then.

Enjoy lots of sex and the like in April of next year, and not chinese new year after February 4th, so basically um April of 2009. Good luck.